My Restless Heart

Same room same path going in circles into the same unhappy lonely and sad

Cycle… that’s my life, I always say not this time around, I’m getting home safe and sound

6 or 7 maybe 8 how many times does it need to happen for me to see straight, false intentions and shady phrases you don’t love me you never did.

The light is fading my skin it’s shedding, you’ve hacked into my heart, negative experience you left me

The tulips and roses you gave me, I’m nothing but a black rose in the collection.

**Chorus**

And there you are with no shame on your back, stepping on my heart bleeding it dry

I’m fading to darkness, my soul loses its brightness, you forgot about me and went on to the next blooming Rose

While my petals turn grayish…… I’m left a Black Rose…

You went through all the flowers in the garden and saved me for last,

Nourished and fed me with love and kindness… to watch me dry and fade when u wanted

All that’s left is bad experience and sad emotions, exhausted inside, helplessly in need to survive

**Chorus**

The darkness will always be there.. my petals will always be gray but my thorns have grown sharp

And poisonous, for beauty Remains that black Rose beautiful and dark with experience, won’t be fooled

Or left to dry again……. 

July 1^st 2011

tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

Pen and Paper. <3

Gray skies, the sun no longer shines lightning strikes

I’m watching through my window it’s another one of those nights.

You only come alive when the night shines with thunder

Just as I think I put my past behind the rain comes down…  it pulls me under

**Chorus**

And I can see you crystal clear through the rain, it’s a passage you have found strait to my head.

Im stuck here in this night with you, drips of magic on my skin, all this just to show me im not over you yet……

I remember when you kissed me in the rain, you looked straight to my eyes, you peeked into my soul

You told me id never be alone. Thunder so loud my heart was banging like drums, you looked so good

With water soaking you down your eyes, little details on your  face told me you felt the same way.

**Chorus**

And I can see you crystal clear through the rain, it’s a passage you have found strait to my head.

Im stuck here in this night with you, drips of magic on my skin, all this just to show me im not over you yet……

Because you told me this was our night, because you said I never have to feel afraid, broken promises

Were said , all rainy nights …and I have you to BLAME!

July 4, 2011 

-Karely Vizcarra <3